hard to express
Yesterday was a crappy but one of the most happiest days in my academic life. So in the morning I had my removals in Calculus, I couldn’t screw up my second chance, so I took all my time in studying, and I think it paid off. I knew I gave it my best, I hate math, I hate it and it screws up my brain more than any other subject. hehehe. but I’ll get results on tuesday.
Then I stumbled into da, jopay, czar, des and li, was this a freaing reunion?haha, only the drunks were not here. We all ate lunch at irri. It was fun, regardless of al the bullshit we all went through. Li and czar failed math, jopay supposedly but she was lucky and was able to take the removals like me, she wasnt supposed to bu they lowered down the score for people taking removals. des failed chem40. Our most dreaded subject, chem40.
Then after 2 hrs of lunch, dada and I went to get our grades in chem40, the rest went home.We waited 4 hrs then we recieved our grade through text, the hell, we could’ve just gone home but we couldn’t do much. I got 2.5, da got 5. I felt so sorry for her. she already failed calculus and now chem40. that’s fucking crazy and depresing. And at first no one would believe she failed calculus, she was a freaking university scholar. But this was a tough sem with tough subjects, physics, chem, calculus, micro, and botany. some even had nstp and ofcors, pe.
So yes, dada failed. And it was so hard to express my joy, my overwhelming joy that I passed the most dreaded subject by most bio students in uplb!! I couldnt dance right in front of dada, I couldn’t express anything. I thought she might kill herself so I just said,
“Wag mo damdamin yan, madami tlga bumabagsak ng 40”“
Then we parted, and a couple of meters away, I was racing my arms in the air, and waving them like I just dont care. haha. I felt so happy. I was expecting to pass, i mean 3, because I worked my freaking ass off, but so many unexpected failed I thought, I had leser chance of passing than they did. But thank you so much LORD!!!! I’ve got one subject left to worry about. But no matter what, I won’t be delayed. =)
SO I went home, experienced 2 hrs of traffic, then of my frustratedness, is there such word? I went off discovering a new shortcut!! yeah boy. I could be a freaking taxi driver. So I skipped another hour of traffic and was home in no time. But not yet, my mom texted me to do the groceries.
Thank you lord for passing me!!! I love you!
Jane, I’m so sorry I slept on you again. But you just keep on arguing with me. Everyday damn day. And then when you feel like you just break up with me, hoping that I would chase you back. One day I might just get tired.
