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People do change.

Sat Oct 20

pagod na daw sha

We broke up this morningm, but its us again. I still can’t walk away. just so I dont forget one of the most hurtful lines that’s been said to me:

“Hindi na kita maramdaman.Napapagod na din ako hanapin ka. Napapagod nako magmahal sayo.”

That hit me like a stone. But thanks sa BOT3 AB-3L!!! I was intoxicated with alcohol and very busy with the drunk people.hahahaha. IT was a fun night. I didnt swim. They made me stir up something for them. They loved it.

Aya and Cams, super wasted!!! The three of us did not swim. When we finished drinking one bottle of the brandy or rum, i don’t know which one it was, they went off to swim. We had two more big bottles left. I was just texting away when I came back from the bathroom they opened the bottle and gave me a cup half filled with the sinful drink.

“Nakamiss ka na ng dalawang round e.”

Ok, i had no choice. So we were drinking, talking away, from calculus, to organic chemistry, to love. Well, I was too busy texting and Aya was too broken hearted, and very much thanks to that, I did not have to express my sad heart. But the shots just kept coming. When they(our other classmates) came back form swimming, the whole bottle, it was the largest size by the way was empty. And they were all amazed, even I was, whew, 3 young girls just gulped down that much alcohol.

And after a couple of minutes, aya was crying, hugging me, man, she was hugging and crying and I was comforting her. She’s korean so Iw as speaking in English. And somewehre not too far from us, Cams was just spread on the freaking floor by the pool, sleeping, sleeping!!!!!!!!! no one could or let me say no one wanted to move her. She was just too wasted. So I got my blanket from my car and spread it all over her.

Special thanks to Mr. Nikko Briones, who helped me out in carrying Aya, and helping her puke out and stuff. Because Aya had actually dragged me down, literally, Nikko and I were laughing at myself, because I was just too thin and much much smaller than Aya. But that was fun.

Archie.Damn it lady. You are so outrageous. hahaha. Good thing you were only drunk for an hour or I would’ve died from stress taking care of drunk people. They just love me. haha, Archie said because I was an expert at taking care of drunk people.

Oh and by the way, Cams and Aya were just thinking I was such a nice girl, and they were surprised when they found out I started drinking when I was in 1st year highschool, Aya said she started 1st year college, and Cams during her 4th year highschool. And Aya said,

“Mahina ka ata uminom e!”

Dang Korean girl, you aint got no idea! haha. And now I think you already do. hahahaha.

What a fun friday. One of the best overnight parties I’ve gone to. Sometimes the smartest people just know how to have a fun time.

And I did not fail my calculus finals, but I am taking removals. Crazy but still a blessing. =)

I love you Jane.